CHAPTERS OF PATIENCE chapter 1 : hope

most people look up to the word hope when all hopes are lost or when they are in desperate need of something. how ironical does that sound. i have joined the clan of blogsters (blogger sounds weird to my ears) since i dnt wanna forget this particular phase in my life.

this phase of my life is, hoping to get a good job. getting placed into a decent company from college is all what i had wanted when i was in college. and i did get it, only to wait for the date of joining to arrive after 2 years. oh by the way im still waiting for that one. so after college i leave the country in search of better prospects and to a known land Hoping things will work out there as all my wellwishers said tht there are good opportunities.

im here in the midst of a recession named sister to the GREAT DEPRESSION, hunting for a job and still hoping to get one in my field of engineering. after many positive interviews and employers'comments such as "hope to see u with our company soon" , i was still waiting for tht one very fateful phone call which would have put a stop to the Hoping period. :) on the other hand i get info on how easily others(my same year passouts n who are at par with me in studies) are getting placed with a payscale thts often beyond my imagination, though there are contacts involved. but still i hope that good things do happen to good people. ( not saying im good but i have never done any harm intentionally to any1 ) .

i have always felt that new things are tried out with my batch. in college it was the first year that they admitted students through aieee ( more number of students inducted into the college from all over the country, rather than being state-wise which was followed for years, through an examination ). but when i said this to my colleagues they said coincidence. now this recession also with our batch , when we have jus passed out and begunu working, makes me wonder whether, everything happens just as coincidence :)
then there came a time when i had thought that this hope was a hope against hope hopen :)